I've had 4 months maternity leave and it's been wonderful and I'm so glad I've had it but where'd the time go. It was a whirlwind of feeding, nappies, sleeping, waking, hospital, clinics, laughing, crying...
For over a year L and I have been inseperable (I'm counting pregnancy) and tomorrow I have to cut the umbilical and trust someone else to meet her needs. It's hard !
What is something goes wrong ? What if my breast milk dries up ? What if she cries all day long ?
I know, I need to relax.
Her nanny will be with her, there's expressed milk in the fridge. I'll be home by 3pm to feed her.
I left B with a nanny and we both survived. It's just really hard !